Seeking an experienced mentor, a guide, for releasing work

Im looking for someone that can guide me as i move to release my work.. ive been building/experimenting for about 3-4 years.. 60+ hours a week.. so… i have a substantial amount… im not educated in the field and i dont pay attention to anything thats happening in it.. apparently i have a mind for patterns and spatial logic etc and that has somehow brought me to ML R&D… and well at this point, im realizing that a breakthrough is nothing without ground to stand on.. and hording them isnt doing anyone any good, but i refuse to be picked apart by resentful pricks just because i dont know the lingo, or i thought xyz was xyz instead of that thing that EVERYONE who is ANYONE knows.. yes, ive been there… not interested in dealing with that shit.. so, figured id give this a shot… if no one volunteers, then fuck it.. ill hold what i have till i feel confident enough in my knowledge to stand beside it.. which, might be never, lol…

the lesson isn’t bitter — its wrong (i have loss curves to back it up)

that’s a paper that picks a direct fight with one of the most
cited essays in the field. – yes it is.. and for this… i need help, not in the battle, just in knowing the ropes.